I am the girl who will cry during a children's movie, the one who will do her best to stop anyone from being sad, the one who will lay down and imagine, the one who will run outside for the thrill of feeling alive, the one who will lie to you when necessary, the one who will express every honest feeling when you need it the most, the one who will judge but stay quiet, the one who will watch as people sin and speak up, the one who will make you smile even when you do not wish for it, the one who will ride a bike and feel young again, the one who will defend what she believes in without doubting herself, the one who will one day inspire others, I am a girl, I am me, I am who I want to be. My inspirations come in different shapes and sizes, i have lost love and i have gained love, I have cried and laughed, I have hurt and helped. I cannot help what i have done, but i will create the future i want.
My Story.
I have a little story to tell you. It’s about me, about who i am and why i love you. Before i met you i was just a random girl that had absolutely nothing to do with her life. After i met you, that changed, everything became fun and amazing. Whenever i talked to you i was happy and everything made sense, i didn’t mind being only the friend you’d talk to about other girls. I was glad just knowing you were comfortable enough to tell me these things. When we stopped talking for that while at first it hurt so much, it was unbearable and unbelievable, but i realized i had to keep going. After a certain amount of time i decided i had to keep trying to talk to you, so i did. I’m glad i did because shortly afterwards there was a moment when you needed me and i am glad i was there for you.And it’s as if you just came and stole my heart once more, faster than the first and second time. However, once more i became your best friend, the one that listened to all the love you had to give to someone else. Again, it hurt and again, i had to bare with it, so i did. I know it sounds terrible but day after day i wondered why you chose that person, and i wondered how long it would take for you to stop loving her. These thoughts went on and on in my head, it was traumatizing and terrorizing to me. All of that was the neurotic me from the past. Now, I finally have you, and i love it. I couldn’t be happier to be with you, and i know you argue about loving me more, but trust me i know that is impossible. I love you for who you were and who you are. Whoever you become i shall find out about by your side, and that makes me so thrilled. I love you, and i know i always will. <3
Coffee| Love| Laugh| Imagination| Arizona Tea| Eli <3
